FIVE…5.0… how did this happen?

She’s FIVE. That just seems impossible to me. We were JUST in Berlin, riding trains and trams, going everywhere in her red stroller, biking… We were JUST in Phoenix celebrating her 3rd and 4th birthdays… The saying is so true:

The days are long, but the years are short.

There have definitely been some very, very, very long days… but the years? Good grief. They fly by in nano seconds.

Adelaide… where to start. She is such a joy. She is a joy bringer, and a joy giver. Speaking of giving, it has just recently become abundantly clear that her love language is giving gifts. WOW. She gives and gives and gives. I have to stop her. For instance, we are still potty training Sydney and doing the reward thing. She has told Sydy many a time that SHE will give Sydy rewards as well if she stays dry. So when that actually happens, Adelaide goes to her room and starts bringing all kinds of gifts to Sydney. She keeps going back for more and more. And not just the “junk” or unwanted stuff, either.

Then today at her birthday party (more on that later), she loaded up her goodie bag from the pinata loot and about 20 minutes later was passing stuff out to all her friends. :) I hope she is always a giver. She loves to get gifts too… like CRAZY.:)

Adelaide is very sensitive to those around her, picking up on emotions and such. She is gentle and kind. She is tender hearted. She LOVES people. Sometimes a little too much (as in um-please-step-back-and-give-me-some-space). :) She dreams of being a princess. She loves to dress up. The more bling the better. Her sense of style is so completely unique. I crack up when she dresses herself and comes down the stairs. And I long for these days of carefree style to last much longer than they probably will. She loves to “read” and is actually getting close to being able to read on her own. She loves stories and begs for Daddy to tell her made up stories all the time. She memorizes songs lightening fast! I am glad to know that we can use music in the future to help her remember/learn things. Beauty and the Beast is her FAVORITE movie right now… Diego and Dora being runners up. She is very helpful to me (most of the time…). She is very forgiving and very very loving. I am soooooo very thankful for the gift of her presence in our lives.

Adelaide, you are a treasure to us. We adore you and are so thankful for the person you ARE right now, and the person you are developing into. God has such beautiful, wonderful, almost-too-good-to-be-true plans for your life. You have a destiny to walk with Him and love Him and love those around you. You are a blessing to your mom and dad and sisters. You are a dear friend already. You are absolutely beautiful from the inside out. I can’t wait to see what this year holds for you and for us all. I cannot wait to see the mountains you conquer and to walk with you through the valleys of your five year old life. We love you deeply, my dear!

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the Party:

I made these “cookie pops” for her to take to her class and celebrate with. They just seemed more fun than just plain cookies. :)

I decorated the table with pictures of Adelaide from 2 weeks old till the present. I just printed them out on my printer, double taped them to the plastic table clothe and drew random frames around them. I also labeled the pictures with her age. I don’t think the kids gave a rip about it or even noticed them, but the moms thought it was really cute. :)

The party was a cookie decorating “theme” but really was just a compilation of some of Adelaide’s favorite things. We found the Hello Kitty hats at a thrift store and she loved them, so i bought plates and napkins to match. The only thing she really requested (other than gifts, of course), was a pinata. And we found a princess tiara one at Target. :) That was her favorite part of the party (other than the gifts, of course :) .

I baked sugar cookies to decorate, and in the end, maybe 5 or 6 ended up being actually decorated. Note to self next time: provide little drinking cups of icing for each kid to use so we can cut down on the double dipping. Yeah, I could have just labeled this party the “eat icing” party.

Once all the kids were thoroughly hopped up on sugar, it was pinata time! I did put toys in it rather than just candy, but there was a significant amount of candy in the thing too. John had to “weaken” the pinata so the little people could actually break it open. And then there was much screaming and converging and hoarding of goods.

We then opened gifts so fast that I don’t even know what came from who etc. Parents of children who came to the party and who read this blog, please know we are very thankful for all the wonderful gifts… I just don’t know who to thank for what!!!

After some socializing of the adults, and crazy screaming and playing in the house, the party was over and my kids succumbed to their sugar coma. I think it was a success. And totally worth the sugar highs and screams and messes and effort… for our special 5 year old!

 

And then there were three…

I can’t believe we have three girls. I don’t know. I wasn’t really one to “dream” of how my life was going to be… I didn’t sit and plan and dream up my wedding at age 10. I didn’t pick out my kids’ names when I was 12. I just never even thought “hey, i wonder if i will ever have three girls?” I do remember wanting 7 kids at one point. Ha. Not gonna happen. Three is plenty, thanks!

I put all the girls on the floor for some pics. I wish it wasn’t on carpet (hate the look) but its the brightest room in the house and it was frigid outside, so this had to work.  I gotta say, biased or unbiased, I am just in love with these adorable girls. Such gifts. Such personality. I love seeing them develop. Even when part of the developing process means an extremely destructive time (ahem, second born….). Both big sisters are truly enamored with the littlest sister. Sydy is still mesmerized by “his hands” and kisses and hugs her alot. Adelaide just wants to hold and cuddle and practically smother her with affection much of the time. They get very excited when she is awake and looking around. Which still isn’t much, but we are working towards more away daytime and sleepy nighttime.

The red mark on Nadia’s face is supposedly a “stork mark” that will fade in a year or so?? We go to a pediatrician tomorrow and will get that confirmed. Anyone else have experience with stork marks?

And here they are….. in all their glory. :)

 

looks like Nadia just punched sydy…. foreshadowing of things to come??

love love!

 

another favorite….

i said “kiss her” not eat her….

just love these girls….

check out sydy’s faces…. she cracks me up!

totally and completely in love with the next one…

Obedience…

I had read this poem by George Macdonald before, but when I read it the other day in “Streams in the Desert,” I was blown away yet again. Such a beautiful picture of what true, freeing, obedience to God looks and feels like…  (italics mine)

Obedience
By George MacDonald
(1824-1905)

I said: “Let me walk in the fields.”
He said: “No, walk in the town.”
I said: “There are no flowers there.”
He said: “No flowers, but a crown.”

I said: “But the skies are black;
There is nothing but noise and din.”
And He wept as He sent me back –
“There is more,” He said; “there is sin.”

I said: “But the air is thick,
And fogs are veiling the sun.”
He answered: “Yet souls are sick,
And souls in the dark undone!”

I said: “I shall miss the light,
And friends will miss me, they say.”
He answered: “Choose tonight
If I am to miss you or they.”

I pleaded for time to be given.
He said: “Is it hard to decide?
It will not seem so hard in heaven
To have followed the steps of your Guide.”

I cast one look at the fields,
Then set my face to the town;
He said, “My child, do you yield?
Will you leave the flowers for the crown?”

Then into His hand went mine;
And into my heart came He;
And I walk in a light divine,
The path I had feared to see.

I am processing this poem in light of my own struggles and views on motherhood… how often do I want to escape to the “fields” of peace and quiet, to return to the “fields” of singleness and childlessness where I could do what I want, when I want, how I want?? But the “city” , my family, is where I am called to. And its often dark and lonely and overwhelming and frustrating. But its also where the Crown awaits me. And its where my Savior awaits me, to lead and guide and help and enable me. I could run back to the fields of ease and pleasure and freedom…. but I would be truly alone there. So I turn and set my face to the city…. and I strive to walk and live there… Its where TRUE joy is found. Its where fulfillment will be found.

December 6, 2010

holy experience

0059 – This was supposed to be Nadia’s birth-day. Can I just say how INCREDIBLY thankful I am that God’s birthdate for her was last month??!!

0060 – And can I say how incredibly thankful I am for my mom coming out for a week to help me out? The adrenaline and excitement of Nadia’s entrance to the world has definitely waned… and now all I want to do is sleep. F O R E V E R. And with mom here, I CAN! Not forever, but to a mom of young ones, even 7:30 or 8am feels like forever. And daily naps feel like spa treatment. Yes, I feel very spoiled, and blessed. And I will enjoy every second of it.

0061 – new weather stripping on old doors.

0062 – unexpected gifts in the mail from a dear dear friend. (thanks Shan!!!)

0063 – the wonderful plethora of meals brought to us from family and new neighbor-friends. such a blessing after giving birth….

0064 – encouraging reads…. “peacemaking for families” and “parenting with positive guidance.”

0065 – eggnog….

0066 – vitamin C and chicken soup to ward off the sickies.

0067 – homemade gifts…. ones i have received and ones i am giving away.

0068 – whoever came up with the idea of an “ugly christmas sweater party”

0069 – making a “good deeds” or “blessing” jar and completing tasks like “make and deliver cookies to a totally random neighbor that you haven’t met.” and having that neighbor not be a total weirdo. :)

0070 – gift catalogs like the ones from VOM, GFA, Compassion.org, or Heifer.org.

0071 – our fireplace

0072 – a loving, caring family…. how many out there this time of year are having to walk through the holidays without a loving, caring, family?!

0073 – decorated christmas tree, and all the neighbors who put up lights

 

Crafting Fanatic….

that was/is pretty much me right now. my drive to MAKE things these last few weeks has been unbelievable. i chalked it up to “nesting” and keep trying to convince myself that somehow, someway, this is all “normal” in light of the nesting phenomenon.

now, i am not martha stewart…. and i am not little miss creative. i don’t come up with creative projects/ideas on my own. ever. but if i see something cool, i can usually come up with a way to improvise and re-create it. and if there are actual directions with pictures and such, i do  well.

i am not a perfectionist when it comes to making things… actually far from it. i like the crude, homemade, unfinished look on most crafts. i guess that is a good thing, or i would have stopped making things a long time ago.

so here is my running list of things i have been working on/creating/crafting…. i will post more after Christmas, as many of my projects have been gifts for family and friends. :)

ADVENT CALENDAR:

I have been wanting to do an advent calendar for years now and just never got around to finishing one in time to actually use it. i didn’t even know about advent calendars until we lived in Germany and they were everywhere!

Here is the inspiration calendar i used to springboard off of to my own rendition… I LOVE the actual calendar in this link, but just didn’t have the materials to make it like she did… so i went with a more rustic version with all the felt i have on hand. i still want to embellish some of the pockets, but for now, this will do. we have had a ton of fun participating with advent activities and readings this year. will post more about that later.

each pocket has some candy, an ornament and a fun activity to do together… one of the first activities was to make a “good deeds” jar and fill it with strips of paper with ideas on how we could bless someone else. we each get various colored papers and each of us will draw one out every other day or so until Christmas… some of the ideas included making cookies for a complete stranger (adelaide and i will pick a house in our neighborhood and give them the cookies), writing notes to various family members, making special breakfasts, doing chores for another person.. its going to be super fun! i just have to get focussed and make sure it happens! i am way better with ideas, vision and dreaming… and terrible at follow through. :(

DECORATIONS FOR THE GIRLS’ ROOMS:

bunting garland for Sydy’s room…

decor for Adelaide’s room – i picked up the quilting hoops at a thrift store for like $1 or less. and i picked up the fabrics at a little yard sale at the senior center down the road for a couple of dollars.

FALL DECOR:

the fall leaves yarn mobile found here…. i have since made these ornaments.

yarn pom poms… i like mine a little wild looking and less uniform…. will use these to embellish advent calendar as well as gift packaging…

fun button magnets…